Chapter 2- Its all up to You

I just wanna thank each and everyone of you who takes the time out and reads my story. But I need a lil help. Do you guys want me to post everyday, every other day or occasionally. I dont really know exactly how many people are reading but i know that  people are reading. Please fel free to give suggestions and ideas if you want....(doesnt mean ill use them but dont hurt to try)...So comment and let me know what you think and what you want me to do. * DOES THE HILL TOE OFF THIS BITCH*




It was now 9 o'clock a.m , and Safaree knew that Nicki was going to wake up soon. She had been up with him talking and crying out everything that she felt she needed to let go. He was happy that she finally told him everything that had him wondering and worrying about what was going on with her. 
Safaree looked down at Nicki sleeping comfortably in his arms. It felt natural to him, like thats where she always belonged, but he pushed the thought immediately to the back of his mind. He and Nicki would never work out. She didn't see him like that and he wasn't sure if she ever would. He slowly glided the back of his hand down her cheek. He kissed her lightly on her forehead and she began to stir. He realized that he couldn't have her wake up yet because he hadn't planned their day out yet. Safaree gently moved Nicki on to the bed, and quietly got up and headed towards the bathroom. When he got to the bathroom he remembered that Nicki was still sleeping and the sound of the water flushing or coming on in the sink or shower, would possibly wake her from her slumber. So Safaree decided to go to his room and get his self ready in there. 
When he was done getting himself together he began to make his way to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for the two of them. He knew Nicki didn't want anything big to eat so he kept it light with egg whites, turkey bacon, pancakes and orange juice. 


Nicki woke up and looked at the time that said 11:04 a.m. She really didn't think that she was going to be asleep that long, but once she got into Safaree's arms it was a wrap. She had encountered the best sleep last night and it really felt good since she hadn't been sleeping well for the past couple of weeks. She looked to her side and saw that the spot where Safaree was sleeping in was empty. She noticed a piece of paper laying on his pillow and picked it up. It read :
   
   " Good-morning Beautiful, get yourself together and come downstairs for breakfast. I have a nice relaxing day planned for you and I so don't keep me waiting too long lol. -Faree "


She smiled at the note and placed it back onto the pillow. She walked over to her dresser and pulled out a thong and bra set  and sat it on the bed. She grabbed her robe and headed into the bathroom to do her daily duties. After her shower she came out the bathroom and went into her closet and picked out a pink pair of sweat pants, a white tee shirt and a black hoodie. She figured since she was staying in the house there was really no need to get dressed up. 
As she finished getting dressed she began to smell the food the Safaree had prepared for them to eat. She didn't notice how hungry she was until the smell of food hit her nose. She put on her pink plush socks and headed downstairs.
When she got to the kitchen she saw SB putting the food on the plates. As she watched him from behind she noticed how helpful, supportive and caring he was being to her. She began to wonder what it would be like if she was his woman. She chuckled at the thought of being "SB's Woman" and walked towards him. 


"hey there" nicki said softly. SB turned around at the sound of her voice and spoke up.
"well someone's finally awake. How did you sleep last night?" he asked. 
"I slept really well actually, i haven't slept like that in idk how long" Nicki said.
"Well Im glad you slept good. Are you hungry?" 
"YES!!!!!!, very" nicki said wide eyed and smiling. 
"Well thats why i made you breakfast" safaree said laughing.


They sat down and ate their breakfast while exchanging small talk. When they were done they put the dishes in the sink and went into the living so SB could tell Nic what they were going to do. 

"so what are we doing today SB, I hope its not too much, cause I just wanna kinda relax" Nicki said.
"Chill out Nic i promise you we will not do too much, but yu will be relaxed and have fun"
Nicki smiled at him trying so hard to get her to feel better, and it was already working. 


"So this is what we're going to do" SB said, looking at Nicki dead in her eyes. " I don't have much for us to do only cause we are in the house, but i want you relaxed and comfortable, so i figured we could just watch movies ,talk and i thought that later I could give you a body massage" Nicki looked at him side ways when he said that last part. 


"A what??" Nicki said. 
"A Body Massage. I mean i dont want you to feel uncomfortable or anything I just thought that it would help you relax more. I wont do it if your not comfortable Nic." 
" No no no no no im not going to be uncomfortable, I just didn't know that you knew how to give massages, but I would love one"
Safaree felt  good. He really wanted to give her a massage cause he knew that she really really needed it and it would make her feel a whole lot better.
"Good cause i wanna make you feel good today" 


Nick and Safaree sat in the theater watching Obsessed. Safaree was laying on his back and Nicki was laying on his chest really into the movie, like she never seen it before, but this was her 4th time seeing it.  He was getting sleepy but didn't want to get tired because they still had 2 more movies, dinner and then her massage. 


The movie was finally over but Safaree realized that Nicki had fell asleep. He carefully picked her up and carried her to her room. He placed her in the bed and pulled the blanket over her and started to walk out. He closed the door and leaned against it just wondering how any man could just let something so precious go. He couldn't understand why someone would want to see her hurt, unhappy and in pain. Nicki was more than special to him. He loved her with everything in him and wished he could show her. 
Safaree had feelings for Nic that he knew went way beyond any "friendship". The only thing holding him back from releasing these feelings was the unsurity of if Nicki felt the same way. On top of that she had been having bad relationship after bad relationship and it really was not healthy. Before the Relationship she had with Drake, Nicki had been in a serious relationship with a dude named Lieme. This had been the first time in a while since he had seen nicki happy. She loved Lieme and she THOUGHT that he loved her back. Nicki had found out 2 days after their 1 year anniversary that he had a wife, 2 sons, and a daughter on the way. She was devestated. She wanted to kill everybody. No one could talk to her without her screaming and going off. She would barely talk to SB, but he would never turn away and leave her alone. It took him about 2 months to be able to finally get her back up on her feet. It killed him to see her like that. When she was just starting to do better she had begun finding close friendship with Drake. Which led SB back down the same road he had just paved. He wanted to hold her more, kiss her and tell her how much he loved her and would never cause her any harm. But to him it wasn't that easy. He definately didn't want to let these feelings out after what she had been going through for the past couple of weeks but he wanted to make her feel good. 
Safaree shook his head and went into his room. He figured he'd take a nap since Nicki was taking one, and when they woke up and would cook and finish the night. 


"Faree? Faree? FAREE??????!!!!!!!!!!!!" Nicki screamed.


SB shot up and look around confused.
"What? Whats wrong? Whats going on? Are you hurt? Are you alright?" SB was talking a mile a minute, while Nic was standing there bent over laughing.
"Im fine SB calm down"
"Then why were yu screaming"
"Because you wouldn't wake up when I called you the first 68 times silly"
SB sat down on the bed and looked at Nicki. She was beautiful, even when she had just woke up.
"Why didn't you wake me up when i fell asleep?" Nicki asked.
"Because you needed your rest and you were tired so i let yu sleep."
"Oh. Well thank you but uhmmm........Faree?"
"Yeah?"
"Im hungry"
"Ok, ill go make dinner and you just relax and ill call you when its done ok?"
"ok"


After dinner they watched another movie and played a bowling game on his Wii. The game was over real soon because Nicki was losing and accused SB of cheating so she quit. He decided that now he could give her a massage because even know they had taken a nap she would be sleepy again really soon. 


"Are yo ready for your massage Nicki?" 
"Yes im ready"
"Ok, im going to get the stuff so you go and undress and ill meet you on your massage table"


Nicki did as she was told and took off all of her clothes and layed on her massage table. She grabbed her towel and flung it onto her back. SB walked in with the oil and was ready to start.


"Are you ready Nic?"
"Yes"
Safaree walked to the table and poured oil onto her back. He gently rubbed it over her shoulders and worked his way down her back.
"Mmmmmmm" Nicki moaned.
"You ok?"
"Yes, that feels good"
He moved down to her legs and began massaging her ankles and her calfs. As her worked his way up to her thigh he noticed how soft her skin was. he could do this all day and not get tired. He looked down and realized that he was enjoying this massage more than she was because his dick was at FULL ATTENTION. He decided to go back up to her back. As he massaged her body he accidently knocked the oil over. When he went to bend down to pick it up he mistakingly pulled the towel off of her exposing her volumptious backside. She snapped her head around quick as he put the towel back onto her back. She grabbed the towel and wrapped it around her whole body as she sat up on the table.


"Im sorry Nic i didn't mean to do that, i bent down to pick up the oil and........." 
"Shhhhhh" nicki said, "its alright, it was a mistake i get it"
Nicki looked down and noticed his dick was bulging through his pants.
"I don't think that he thought it was a mistake" nicki said pointing to his zipper.
SB look down and back up at Nicki.  They were staring at each other hard and both had a serious look on their face. He didn't know what to say. He began to feel awkward so he spoke up.


"Uhmm Im going to go wash my hands and put on another movie"
"Why?"
"I don't want you to feel anymore uncomfortable than what you already are" SB said as he began to walk towards the door.
"Who said I was uncomfortable?" Nicki said giving him a little smirk. " I happen to enjoy the massage you were given me. Your hands felt good." SB thought that she would have ran out after what she just saw but she wasn't and he was confused.  "Come here Safaree"
He slowly walked over to her and stood in front of her. 
"Thank you for everything you have been doing for me. Cooking, the quality time, the attention you have been given me , i really appreciate it" Nicki said as she put her head down.
"Nicki you dont have to thank me, its my job. I Love you and you are my bestfriend I would do this everyday if I had to, to make sure your happy. I dont want to see you any other way but happy, and if i have to give you attention every second of everyday then you can count on me to give it to you." He put his hand under her chin and lifted her head up and looked her in the eyes. 
" You hear me? Im going to make sure your happy" SB said.
Nicki nodded her head yes slowly and gave a small smile. SB's hand moved to her cheek and rubbed it softly. Nicki grabbed his hand and bought it down to her heart. SB slowly moved in towards her face and let his lips collide with hers. Nicki felt a sudden tingle move throughout her body when this happened. They deepened the kiss and both felt like they were somewhere else. Nicki had never felt this way before whenever she kissed someone. It felt like she knew exactly what she needed and when he kissed her he gave it to her. She let the towel drop onto the table as the sensual kiss continued. SB let his hands roam from her back down to her ass. Nicki felt SB's erection against her bare thigh and became 10x more horny that she already was. SB pulled away from the kiss and stepped back. He didn't want to go there with Nicki right now. He felt like she was still hurting and just doing this with him because she was hurt. To him it was more than that. If he were to take that step with Nicki he wouldn't be able to turn back. He loved her and respected her enough to not go ahead and take advantage of what she was offering. If it was to happen he wanted it to happen right, not out of the fact that she was hurt and needed it for the moment. 
"Why'd you stop Safaree?" Nicki said looking confused?
"Because Nic, I know your still hurting and Im not going to take advantage of you"
"Take advantage?? How?
"Your confused, if you have sex with me right now when we're done you probably won't feel any better than what yu do now emotionally. I dont want that. If you have sex with me I will not be able to just go back to the way things were. Im going to want you all to myself. I dnt want to have to make you feel like you have to jump back into a relationship. I want you to do what you feel is best for you. And i don't think that sex with me is the best thing right now. Now I dont know how you feel about me but i know how i feel about you, and i dont want you doing something that your going to regret"
"I understand" Nicki said softly.
"Now if you feel like there can be something between us, i want us to talk about it first. I want to know that we are 100% sure that its what we want, only because I dont want either one of us going into something expecting the most and come out with the least."
"Ok faree, Im sorry" Nicki said grabbing his hand and holding it.
"You have nothing to be sorry about, i just want you to think about what you want and the out come of it to be happiness" 
Nicki was glad that he stopped because honestly if he didnt she probably would have felt worse than what she was already feeling. She loved Safaree but she had to sit and think about everything that he had just spoke to her. She understood everything that he said and was going to do exactly what she knew she had to do. She was going to figure out what she wanted. No matter how long, or no matter what choice she decided to make ,she knew SB was always going to be there for her. 
"you ok?, SB asked
"Yes im fine" SB helped Nicki off of the table and pulled her into a hug.
"I love you Faree"
"I love you too Nicki. No matter what."

As they stood there holding on to each other Nicki knew what she had to do. She had to figure out what she wanted. Did she want to be lonely and never let another man into her life because of the past? Or did she want to be happy like she know she could, with a man that has been there since the beginning and would never let harm come her way?    
The decision was up to her.