Somethings Wrong

I know yall been waiting "patiently" so here ya go BRATS............................................








Safaree got in his car and drove home. He had never felt so hurt in his life. He would have never thought that a woman would abort his baby, even after she bought the idea to him and he said no. But here it was ;this was something that was real and was hitting him hard, right in his heart.

He pulled into the drive way of the house and forgot all about Nicki, and how she must feel that he was ignoring her and didn't tell her about Lauren. His mind was every where and just couldn't believe that this was happening.

He turned the car off and rested his head against the steering wheel. He felt himself about to cry again and wasn't going to fight it. He sat there letting his tears out for as long as he needed to.

Nicki pulled into her drive way and seen SB's car. She parked in the garage so she didn't see that he was still in the car when she pulled up. She got of the car and went inside of the house.

"Safaree",she yelled, but got no response. She walked upstairs and looked in his room but he wasn't there. She looked in her room,the guest rooms, the hall bathroom, the kitchen, the game room and the basement but he was no where to be found. She went to call his phone, but quickly remembered that it was dead. She opened the door and looked around to see if he was outside. She saw something black that looked like it was in the front seat of his car and decided to go see what it was. She walked over to his car and bent down to peek inside. She saw Safaree in the car and stood there just looking at how hurt he looked. She opened his door and rubbed her hand down his back.

"Faree?", she said softly.

"hmmmm", he responded.

"come inside of the house baby." She reached in the car and grabbed his hand. To her surprise he didn't stop her or pull away. He got out of the car, she reached in to get his keys, locked the door and grabbed his hand to take him into the house. When they got inside,  Safaree walked straight upstairs. Nicki sighed feeling lost in not knowing what to do or say to him. She loved him and didn't want him to feel the way he was feeling, but yet didn't know how to make the situation better at this point. It wasn't fair at all that she had to be in the middle of this, and that it might somehow affect her relationship with her man. She walked into the kitchen but no longer had an appetite. She made sure everything was off downstairs, grabbed two bottles of water and headed up stairs.

She walked to Safaree's room to see if he wanted to talk and to give him a bottle of water.

She opened his door and saw that he was not in there. "Maybe he's in the bathroom" she thought. Nicki went into her room to get out of her clothes and to get ready for bed. She looked at her bed and noticed SB snuggled underneath of her blanket, lying completely still. She felt horrible. Nicki took off her pants and her shirt and crawled in the bed. She pulled SB to her chest and just held him there as she felt the tears hit her bare skin.

"Just let it out baby, let it out", she told him and thats exactly what he did.

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Lauren's House

Lauren sat on her balcony staring into the darkness. She couldn't believe what had happened, and felt like her breath had been pulled from her body.  She felt useless and felt like no one really understood why she did it. She got why SB was so mad,  but she couldn't understand why Nicki was so upset and didn't stay to make sure she was alright. The tears never stopped falling from her eyes and her head hadn't stopped hurting since she started crying. She had already took 4 pills but her headache wasn't getting any better.

"what the hell is wrong with me", she asked herself, "how stupid are you to just blatantly hurt someone like that"? She continued to question herself as she began to feel her headache getting worse. She stood up and walked into her bedroom to lay on the bed. She sat at the edge of her queen sized bed and stared down at her hands. She watched as the tears fell and hit her skin. Lauren felt like she fucked up and would never be able to fix it. She killed her child and slowly felt like she was dying on the inside. No matter what she thought about her mind continued to take her back to that day she went to the clinic.

She walked to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. All she saw was a useless person, who kept hurting the people she loved.  Her head began to hurt worse than what it already did. She reached and opened up the medicine cabinet and grabbed the bottle of Percocets. She opened the bottle and froze. She stared at them through her tears, took 4 more and stood there contemplating on what she should to do. She took two more pills and walked back to her room and sat on the bed. All she could think about was her baby and what she had did to SB. Lauren picked up her phone and dialed SB's number but got no response. She called again and again but still no answer. "WHY THE FUCK ISN'T HE ANSWERING ME??" She screamed. She was becoming lighted headed and began crying harder. "WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME, ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE HAPPY" She picked up her phone again and dialed Nick's number.

"Hello" Nicki said lowly

"Nicki why won't SB answer hisssss phone", she slurred her words.

"Lauren really?? He doesn't want to talk to you right now and honestly neither do I", Nicki said .Nicki got out of bed slowly so that she wouldn't wake SB and walked out of the room.

"Nicki please!! I just wanna tell him im sorry, I Love him, I didn't mean to hurt him I didn't know what else to do"

"You just need to leave him alone Lauren, he doesn't want to talk to you, and I don't agree with what you did either."

"NO! I NEED HIM AND HE NEEDS ME! WE NEED EACH OTHER!", Lauren screamed.

"What are you talking bout Lauren, if he needs any body its me, he needs to stay away from you if anything you destroyed him and I have to live with it now NOT YOU!"

" Ni-ni-ni-nicki my heeaadd hurts", Lauren cried. She wobbled to the bathroom as she began to loose balance and sat on the toilet.

"Then go take some medicine and lay down, you need to chill out and just get some rest"

"I took medicine already DAMMIT, ALMOST HALF THE BOTTLE. Its not working"

"WHATTT??? HALF OF WHAT BOTTLE??"

"My bottle of percocets, thats all I have for headaches", Lauren said.

"LAUREN!! HOW MANY DID YOU TAKE"

"Whooaa whoaah nic stop yelling, your making me dizzy, and idk about 7 or 8 thats not alot"

"7 or 8??? Are you fucking kidding me Lauren???!!"

"No! Actually it was about 9 or 10. And you know what i think I will go get some rest, i'm sleepy"

"NO LAUREN STAY ON THE PHONE" Nicki hurriedly and quietly ran into the room and started putting her clothes on. Nicki sat the phone on the edge of the bed and went to retrieve her sneakers.

"BOOM" A loud crash came through the phone and made Nicki jump and cause SB to stir. Nicki ran to the phone and grabbed it.

"LAUREN?? LAUREN? LAUREN?" The line then went dead. Nicki began to panic. She scrolled through her phone for Candi's name and hit send. But got no answer. She hung up the phone and tried to think who she could call for help.

"Think Nicki Think", she said to herself. SB sat up and struggled to open his eyes.

"Nicki whats going on?", SB said. Nicki walked over to SB, kissed him and grabbed her jacket.

"Somethings wrong with Lauren, I need to go make sure shes ok ill be back" Nicki walked out of the room and closed the door. She stood at the top of the step and tried to figure out who she could call. "What the fuck is going on" SB got out of the bed and threw his jacket on and followed behind Nicki.

"I really need to call somebody to go with me but idk who" she mumbled to herself. She walked down the steps as she scrolled through her phone to see who she could call. Her eyes grew wide as she came across this name. She didnt want to to call this person but she really needed someone who lived closer to Lauren than she did to get there and be with her until she arrived. She took a deep breath and walked down the rest of the steps. She got to the door and dialed the number.

SB came out of the room and headed down the steps.

"Hello"

"Drake I need your help please"

"Nicki?"

"YES! I need you right now, please tell me that your home.", Nicki said as she walked out the house. SB heard her say Drakes name and  became pissed all over.

"Yeah of coarse im home whats up? Everything alright are you ok?"

"No I need you to meet me at Laurens house somethings wrong and I won't be able to get there for at least 20-25 minutes I need you to go over there and see whats wrong, ill be there as soon as I can."

"Ok nic, anything for you"

"uhm ok Thank you Im on my way" She hung up the phone, jumped in the car and pulled off.

SB waited for Nicki to pull off to walked out of the house. He got inside of his car and followed behind her, not knowing where she was going.

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Back at Laurens House

Drake pulled up to Laurens house 5 minutes later. He got out of the car and went to knock on the door. He continued to bang on the door but got no answer. He walked around to Laurens living room window and looked inside to see if he could see her, but she was no where in sight. He picked up the biggest rock he could find and launched it at the window and watched it shatter. He climbed in and looked around but didnt see her.

"LAUREN!!!" He yelled. "LAUREN WHERE ARE YOU" but no one answered. He ran up the steps and walked into Laurens room.

"Lauren you in here"? He walked towards the bathroom and saw her laying on the floor.

"OH SHIT"!!! He ran over to her and saw her head was bleeding. He pulled out his phone and dialed 911. As soon as he hung up he heard Nicki pull up in front of the house. He got up and ran downstairs to unlock the door.

Nicki got out of the car and ran inside the house.

"Where is she Drake?" Nicki said out of breath.

"Upstairs, she's unconcious and she's bleeding from her head I called 911 and they're on their way"

"OH MY GOD!!!" Nicki dashed up the steps and grabbed a towel out of the hall closet. She heard Drake comming up the steps and turned around.

"NO! you stay downstairs so when the ambulance come you show them up here"

"Ok"

Nicki ran into Laurens bathroom and saw Lauren laying flat out on the floor. She started to cry as she bent down and rubbed her face. She wiped her tears and took the towel, lifted Laurens head and applied pressure to where Lauren had hit her head. Nicki grabbed her wrist to check her pulse and noticed it was very slow.

"Stay with me Lauren please, I need you to stay with me, I can't lose you", Nicki said as she cried for her best friend. She felt really bad about everything that was happening and wanted so bad for everything to be over. She looked around to try and figure out what happened. She looked  up by the sink and noticed a bottle of Perocets that only had 2 left in the bottle.

"Oh God Lauren why?", Nicki said as she cried.

She looked at the edge of the sink and noticed that there was blood on it that had dripped down onto the floor. She figured she hit her head on the way down, when she began to loose consciousnesses. She heard the door open and heard people coming up the steps. Drake walked in with the EMT's behind him. They came in and sat their equipment down.

"Hello Ms. I'm Tiffanie, and this is my partner Sean", The lady said. "I need you to tell me what happened "

"Well, we were on the phone and she was saying that her head was hurting so I told her to go and take some medicine, but then she said she had taken 9 or 10 already and that they weren't working. I heard a loud bang then the phone went dead so I called my friend over here to get her before I was able to and when i got here he told me that she was bleeding from her head. So I suppose she hit her head when she passed out." Nicki was trying to control her tears but it was becoming very hard.  

"OK ma'am, i need you to calm down and tell me her name and your name", Tiffanie said.

"Uhmm my name is Nicki and that's Lauren", she said rubbing Lauren's face.

While Tiffanie was checking Lauren's head, Sean was putting a collar around her neck to steady her spine just in case of any spinal injury.  After that, they immediately supplied Lauren with oxygen because her breathing was shortening. They put Lauren on the stretcher and strapped her down as they began to carry her down and out the door. Drake walked over to Nicki and pulled her into a hug because she was crying uncontrollably. " Everything is gonna be ok", He told her. Nicki pulled back and wiped her face.

"Thank you for helping me. Im gonna ride with her to the hospital I dont need you to come" Nicki said.

"But I wanna make sure that your OK. I dont wanna leave you there alone, i dont mind following you"

"Ok thats fine." Nicki walked outside and got into the ambulance and they headed to the hospital. Drake was right behind them. 

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At The Hospital

They rolled Lauren into the emergency room as Nicki tried to go back there with her but they wouldn't let her. 

"Please let me go back there with her PLEASE", Nicki cried.

"Nicki its ok, she'll be ok" Drake said as he walked over to her and pulled her into a tight hug.

"How can you be so sure drake, she took damn near a whole bottle of pills" She wrapped her arms around drakes waist and hugged him back. 

SB walked into the hospital and stopped dead in his tracks. His blood boiled at the sight of Nicki wrapped in drakes arms crying.  He couldn't believe what he was seeing.

"Nicki you have to stop crying, its not going to make you feel better if you keep thinking about Lauren's condition, so just try to calm down", Drake squeezed nicki tighter and kissed her on the top of her head. 

"I cant Drake, I feel like its my fault! Maybe if I would have just not showed up at her house she would be okay. The only reason we're in this hospital is because I felt the need to pop up at her house and blurt out information that I probably should have kept for me and her to talk privately. Now she's hurt herself and i feel like its all because of me" Nicki cried into Drakes chest as he stood there and held her.

"So your doing shit behind my back to huh?" SB said in a low tone, but the hurt in his voice was apparent. 

"FAREE!', Nicki pushed away from Drake and ran over to SB. 

"What the fuck is he doing with you?" He asked.

"Baby I needed someone to go check on Lauren until I got there, he was the closest so I called and asked him to meet me over there. How did you know I was here?"

"I followed you here because you said something was wrong. But NOT ONCE did you ask me to come with you WHY Nicki?? Why is everyone snaking around doing shit behind my fucking back!!!", SB yelled.

"Baby im not sneaking around behind your back, I know how your feeling right now about Lauren and I didnt think you would want to come, I told you I would be back."

"I WOULD RATHER YOU ASK ME THEN TO ASK THIS MUTHAFUCKA WHO PUT HIS HANDS ON AND DISRESPECTED YOU. " SB looked up at Drake and walked towards him. "I told you to stay the fuck away from her didn't I??"

"And what makes you think im gonna listen to what the fuck you say nigga. You obviously not doing ya job cause shawty called me telling me she needed me. Not you!" Drake said. SB cocked his fist back and launched it into drakes face. Drake hit the floor within a blink of an eye. 

"OH MY GOD NO SB STOP!!!",Nicki yelled. She pushed SB back and looked him in his eyes. She saw anger, hurt and pure evil all at once. 

"SO YOUR PROTECTING HIM TOO!!?? WHY DOES EVERYONE WANNA KEEP HURTING ME? WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE THATS SO FUCKING BAD THAT EVERYBODY IS DOING SHIT TO ME, NOT CARING HOW IM GOING TO FEEL." SB was heated. 

"SB you didnt do anything please calm down, I didn't mean to hurt you. I just wanted to be here with Lauren and I didn't know who else to call." Nicki found herself crying all over, not sure where SB's head wasw but was scared to find out.

"NO FUCK THAT IF NOONE CARES ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS THEN IMMA STOP CARING FOR EVERYONE ELSES FEELINGS TOO. I DONT NEED THIS", SB turned around and began to walk out of the hospital. Nicki ran up and grabbed his arm and tried to stop him from leaving.

"No, no, no, no where are you going Faree", Nicki asked afraid of his answer.

"Let go of me Nicki"

"No! Im not going to let go! Tell me where your going!" Nicki demanded.

"Away from everything and everybody that keeps making me feel like im nothing."

"Safaree, I dont make you feel that way baby I love you please dont leave me, Im sorry", Nicki cried. 

"Im sorry to Nic", SB pulled nicki's hand from his arm and continued to walk out of the hospital.

"THIS CAN'T BE FUCKING HAPPENING!" Nicki was losing it. She turned around and saw Drake wiping his face.

"Why the fuck would you say that to him?? What the hell is wrong with you??" Nicki asked.

"I didn't mean to say that, it came out wrong he got in my face and I jus....." he was cut off by Nicki.

"Save it! I dont even know why I called you. All you do is fuck up everything in my life"

"You dont mean that Nic" Drake said.

"Oh but I do nigga" She walked towards the doors and pulled out her phone.

"Where are you going??" Drake questioned.

"Don't worry about it! Im grown and I don't need you around me so stay away"

"But your the one who called me telling me you needed me"

"IT WAS A FUCKING MISTAKE" she said. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" she walked into the girls bathroom and slammed the door. She walked over to the mirror and stared at herslef. "What the fck is going on??" she said to herself. Her eyes were red from crying and didn't feel like the tears were going to stop anytime soon. She grabbed some tissue and walked back out into the waiting area in the hospital. She looked around and saw that Drake was gone. Nicki sighed in relief and went to go sit down and wait for the doctors to give her word on how Lauren was doing. The thought of her losing her Best friend and her Man ran through her mind. She couldnt stop thinking about Lauren or Safaree. The tears felt heavy as they fell and hit the top of her jacket. She wasn't prepared for everything that had just took place. Nor was she prepared for what was coming next........................................................ 








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An Innocent Heart

*Hey everybody I apologize for the wait, and telling you I was gonna post this day and this day and didn't..i did't know my week was gonna be as hectic as it was..I'm in the medical feild so its kicking my ass right now,but i'm getting through it. So im going to post on the weekends unless I have no homework one day, then i'll pot on a week day and let you all know...but here yall go...i hope yall like.*










3 Months earlier......


She sat on the couch, just as drunk as he was, staring into his eyes. They had been drinking every since the party started, and never seemed to stop unless they were staring at each other. The party started at 6 and it was now rolling in at about 11:30. Everybody was still dancing, drinking, laughing and having small talk, but they were the only ones that were sitting down just dazing at each other. He put his drink down and got up to sit next to her. 


"you have been staring at me all night", he whispered into her ear. 


His voice was sending unexpected chills throughout her entire body. She didn't know how to respond, so she turned her face towards his and kissed him on his neck softly. 


"but the only way you could tell I was staring at you was if you were staring at me also", she said throwing him off. She leaned back and noticed his dick was rock hard, buldging throught his sweat pants. She looked at him and gave him a sexy smirk. He leaned in and kissed her lips as he grabbed her hand, and pulled it towards him. He pushed her hand into his sweat pants to let her feel just how hard he was. She pulled her hand back quickly and looked around to see if anyone had just seen what happened. Luckily, everyone had made their way outside so they could have more space to dance and act like fools. He stood up and pulled her up with him. He took her hand and walked up the steps. 


When he found an empty room not caring what/who's room it was, they walked in closed and locked the door. With both of them drunk, neither one of them knew what they were about to do; but by his dick almost busting through his pants, and her biting her lip and giving him the sexiest look he had ever seen, neither one of them cared. She quickly pulled her shirt up over her head, following her sliding her tights right off, leaving her in only her bra and panties. By the time she had slid off her tights he was already naked, wasting no time. She walked around him and made her way to the middle of the bed. He followed her, letting his boxers fall to his ankles. He crawled onto the bed and immediatley pulled her panties off. He looked her in her eyes to make sure she was ok before he had his way with her. A simple nod is all he needed before he fucked her like she had never imagined............... 


"we shouldn't have done that"she said, realizing what had just happened, as she quickly put on her clothes.


"but we did it, and theres nothing we can do to take it back"


"lets just keep this between us ok, I don't want anyone to know about this"


"I won't tell if you won't tell", he joked.


"this isn't funny! This was a mistake", she yelled.


"Hey keep your voice down before somebody fucking hears you, then everyone will know"


"Whatever you know what, lets just pretend like this never happened", she said to him heading for the door.


"Ok fine with me, but that was too good for me to forget"


"yeah, yeah, yeah, your drunk and you probably won't remember how fucking great it was in the morning, but I'm leaving I'll uhhh see you when I see you", with that said she walked out of the room and into the bathroom at the end of the hall.


He laid back down on the bed and tried to think about what had just happened. He was so drunk that for a split second he forgot who he had just had sex with. He sat up and looked around the room. He looked at the dressers, the wall and the night stand and realized where he was. 


"OH SHIT!", he said as he left the room also.


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Nicki was at home enjoying her resting days before she had to return back to work. She was laying in the bed in her onesie eating her cranberries and almonds. Safaree had left about a hour ago to go pick up a few things for the house and for himself. Nicki had been replaying the last couple of weeks between Safaree and herself back in her head. She was relaxed,care free, happy and IN LOVE with someone she knew who treat her like the queen she was. Her thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of her cell phone.
"Hello?"


"IDC WHAT YOUR DOING, COME OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR NOW!"


Nicki hung up the phone and ran downstairs. She was laughing so hard she had to stop and catch her breath before she tripped and fell down the steps. She got to the door and opened it, she tried to run but she was tackled to the floor.


"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh Candi get off of me", nicki said in between her laughs.


"Oh so you think it's funny that you had me banging on your door in the cold and you and your stank ass man was ignoring me", Candi was tickling Nicki all over. She knew that tickling her would get her to confess and say she was sorry. 


"No-no-nooo I-I-I wasn't laughing Candi please stopppppp".


"Say sorry for keeping in the cold and ingnoring  me", Candi said.


"NO!", nicki screamed.


"Did you say no?",Candi asked. "If you say so" Candi began tickling her faster.


"OK OK OK IM SORRRYYYYYYYYY NOW STOPPPP"


"Tell me you love me", Candi said.


"I LOVE YOU DAMMIT NOW MOVE, IM ABOUT TO PEE ON MYSELF", Nicki said.


Candi got up and went to sit on the couch, while she watched Nicki run to the bathroom. Nicki came out smiling wanting to laugh some more.


"You so damn rude for doing me like that Nicki Mouse"


"Im sorry Candi, we were so tired and we just didn't feel like moving."


"Whatever", Candi said.


"So whats up?"


"I came to tell you what was going on with Lauren"


"Oh yeah, is she ok, shit is she alive?",Nicki asked.


"Yeah she's ok NOW. But when I got there she was on the verge of death. At least thats what it smelled like."


"You so wrong for that comment" Nicki said. "But what was wrong with her.


Candi shook her head not knowing how Nic was going to react.


"When I finally got her to tell me what was wrong with her she threw a pregnacy stick on the table in front of me"


Nicki's eyeslit up. "SHE'S PREGNANT", Nicki asked excited.


"No, well at least not anymore"


"What? Not anymore? She lost it?"


"Not exactly",Candi said.


Nicki sat and tried to think where Candi was going with this. 


"Are you trying to tell me what I think your telling me?"


"She had an abortion", Candi said.


"Oh my god. Why didn't she tell one us, she had to feel lost and scared and alone, I mean we love her, she couldn't have thought that we wouldn't be there for her" Nicki was confused.


"I asked her that, and she said that she was scared. She said that she didn't want to tell anyone because she knew how horribe it was."


"I wish I could have been there for her", Nicki said. "But wait, who was the baby daddy."


"She told me she doesn't know. She said they were drunk and it was some random dude at the party you threw a couple of months back." 


"She Fucked some random nigga in my house??!!!! Where??" Nicki was heated.


"Nic calm down, she didn't know what she was doing and she said in the guest room, but she probably don't remember."


"But my guest room is going through renovations right now, and I didn't have anyone at the party that yall didn't know, so who could she be talking about?"


"I have no idea, maybe she just doesn't want us to know", Candi said.


"But she doesn't have to lie about it"


"Your right but she's grown, it her life, and we can only help or be there for her if she lets us."


"I just feel kind of bad that I wasn't there to support her and be there when she made the decision",Nicki said.


"Yeah me too, but its done. And she doesn't want to talk about it so don't mention it to her unless she changes her mind."


"Ok I respect that, Imma call her later just to tell her I love her, thats probably what she needs to hear.",Nicki said.


"Yeah, but im going to go I have to go get a battery for my car."


"Alright well, call me later",Nicki said.


Candi got up and hugged Nicki as she walked to the door.She watched Candi pull off and went back inside the house. She laid on the couch and thought about how her best friend might have been feeling. She felt like she was a bad friend for not being able to be there for her when she knew that she should have been. She got up and went upstairs to retrieve her phone. She scrolled through her call log and called Lauren.She got no answer. She called a second time and still didn't get an answer. Nicki gotup and threw some pants and a t-shirt on and decided to go see her. She called Safaree to let him know she was going to Lauren's but she figured his phone was dead because it went straight to voicemail. She walked downstairs, grabbed her keys and her pocketbook and headed out the door.


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Laurens House




Nicki pulled into Laurens driveway and noticed Safaree's car was there too.
"Oh he's here", Nicki said to herself,"well maybe i can find out early whats for dinner just in case I don't want what he's making."


She got out of the car and went to knock on the door. No one answered so she tried the knob, and found that it was unlocked. She walked in and looked around but didn't see anyone. She closed the door and walked past the living room into the kitchen but they weren't in the either. She walked up stairs and seen Lauren's door cracked open. She walked to the door and peeked in and saw Laurens patio door curtain flowing into the bedroom as if the door was open. She walked in the room and walked to the patio. She peeked out of the door and spotted SB and Lauren. SB was sitting on the padded bench while Lauren was resting in his arms. She was crying uncontrolably and from the side she saw tears streaming down SB's face.


"Uhmm hello?", Nicki said. Both SB and Lauren jumped at the sound of her voice. Nicki saw the both of their faces and immediatley became confused and worried. 


"What's going on, why are the both of you crying?",Nicki asked.


"Uhm nothing Nicki we're ok we were just haveing a heart to heart conversation and it got a little emotional", Safaree responded.


Nicki felt like they were hiding something from her and she didn't like that one bit.


"Since when do we all keep secrets away from each other now huh?", She asked folding her arms across her ches.


"Nic no one is keeping anything from you",Lauren said.


"Yeah Nicki Lauren's just going through something right now and she's hurting and needed someone to talk to" SB said.


"So why you couldn't call me Lauren huh? And I know you saw me calling and calling you for weeks, and you were just ignoring me? Did I do something",Nicki asked.


Laurens eyes began to fill with water again.


"No Nicki you didn't do anything"


"So then what is it. Why are you shutting me out and talking to everyone else. You talked to Candi, your talking to SB but no Nicki. Am I the only one who didn't know about the baby", she asked.


Laurens head snapped up to Nicki and she stood to her feet. She had a plead in her eyes that Nicki couldn't see.


"Wait, she knows about what happened to the baby",SB asked.


"Yes I know Candi told me! But I shouldn't have to hear it from her." Nicki yelled.


"Nicki please we can talk if you want, SB can leave and we can sit and talk",Lauren was on the verge of breaking down.


"Yeah Nicki I'll leave and you two can talk",SB said getting up about to walk out.


"NO! I don't want to force her to talk to me, but I would have been there for you Lauren, all you had to do was call me",Nicki couldn't understand why they were keeping secrets.


Lauren sat back down on the bench and began to prepare herself for the worse. There was nothing she could do at this point. 


"Nicki come on give her a break, she's going through alot already with the miscarraige and everything your not making it any better", SB said.


Nicki furrowed her eyebrows.


"Miscarraige??" Nicki asked.


"Yes miscarraige",SB replied.


"No, no, no Candi told me that you told her that you had an abortion?"


"What? No Nicki Lauren had a miscarr.......", he stopped.


Safaree put his hand up to his mouth and turned towards Lauren. 


"Lauren why would you tell Candi that you had an abortion?", he asked. 


Lauren was crying so much it barely looked like her eyes were open. 


"I'm sorry Safaree", Lauren said.


"Whats going on you two?",Nicki asked confused.


"SORRY FOR WHAT LAUREN!!!!!!!!?",he yelled.


"I never had a miscarraige" , she said lowly, but to Safaree it sounded like she screamed it directly into his ear. 


Safaree felt betrayed. He was beyond angry and beyond hurt. His eyes filled with water and seconds later the tears began to constantly flow down his face. His was staring at Lauren with a look in his eyes that had Lauren terrified.


Nicki walked up to Safaree and looked up at his face to see that he was in tears.


"Baby why are you crying?", She asked, but he didn't answer.


"Safaree please forgive me, I just couldn't have that baby"' Lauren said almost unable to speak.


" WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT YOU HAD ANY RIGHT TO KILL MY CHILD." 


"What???", Nicki said.


" NOT ONLY DID YOU KILL MY CHILD, YOU LIED TO MY FACE AND TOLD ME THAT YOU HAD A FUCKING MISCARRAIGE. THERE IS SOMETHING REALLY WRONG WITH YOU FOR YOU TO GO AND DO SOME SICK SHIT LIKE THAT AND THEN TURN AROUND AND LIE TO MY FUCKING FACE." SB was furious. His heart was racing, his hands were balled into fists and he was sweating.


Nicki couldn't believe what she was hearing.


"Oh my god, oh my god.....so you were the father?....And the night of the party, thats why I couldn't find neither of you two...cause yall were having sex."


"Nicki I'm sorry I....." Lauren was cut off.


"I HATE YOU! HOW COULD YOU GET RID OF MY CHILD. HOW COULD YOU NOT THINK ABOUT HOW I WOULD FEEL. IM HURT, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO HEART. I TOLD YOU WE COULD HAVE WORKED TOGETHER AND MADE IT POSSIBLE TO RAISE THAT BABY BUT YOU TOOK IT UPON YOURSELF!!! YOURSELF!! TO GO AND TAKE AWAY SOMETHING THAT WAS SO PRECIOUS.",Safaree could no longer hold his tears. "THAT DAY YOU CALLED ME AND TOLD ME YOU WERE PREGNANT I WAS SCARED, BUT THEN I REALIZED THAT I WOULD MAKE A GREAT FATHER. AND THAT PRECIOUS BABY WAS GOING TO HAVE A GREAT LIFE BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO MAKE SURE OF IT. BUT GUESS WHAT. NOT ANYMORE, CAUSE YOU TOOK THAT FROM ME. YOU TOOK AWAY THAT OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO GIVE MY CHILD A GREAT LIFE. BUT DID YOU THINK ABOUT THAT?? NO!!! YOU ONLY THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING SELF!!!! AND I TOLD YOU NO TO THE ABORTION WHEN YOU BROUGHT IT UP. I EVEN SAID YOU COULD JUST HAVE THE BABY AND I TAKE CARE OF IT. YOU WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO HAVE NO PART IN RAISING IT IF IT WAS GOING TO BE THAT HARD. YOUR FUCKING SELFISH."


Nicki was now crying. She could not believe what was going on and listening to everything he was saying was making her feel useless. She didn't know what to do. She felt hurt because they kept this from her, she felt sorry for what SB was going through and she felt like nothing because SB made  it seem like she would never be able to give him the opportunity to be a father because of what Lauren did to him.


"Safaree I wasn't ready! You have to respect that",Lauren said.


"FUCK YOU. HOW ABOUT YOU RESPECT THAT." And with that he walked away. 


Nicki stood standing there staring at Lauren. She didn't know who was standing in front of her but she knew it wasn't the Lauren she was bestfreinds with. 


"How could you do that to him"?,Nicki asked.


"I didn't mean to hurt him"


"But you did mean to hurt him, he said he told you not to do it and you did it anyway."
Lauren was silent.


"And not only did you lie to him you also blatenly lied to Candi. Whats wrong with you. Whats going on? Do you have any idea what you have just done. Not only to yourself but to the people around you that love you?",Nicki asked.


"Yes! I know! But I didnt know what else to do Nicki",Lauren said through her sobs.


Nicki walked back towards the bedroom on her way to leave. She had to figure out what was going to happen now between her and Safaree. She honestly had no idea where this was going. And she obviously did not need another heart break. But this was probably something she would have to accept.




"You could have asked for help Lauren. But you shut everyone out. Including me."


 She walked out of the room and downstairs out the door, leaving Lauren on her patio crying and hoping she could fix what she messed up. But there was no way she could fix this one anytime soon.




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" Shhhhh, stop laughing so loud she'll hear us", Nicki said. Safaree and Nicki were lying in the bed laughing so hard at the banging on their door. Neither one of them felt like getting up and going to answer the door so they both decided to act like they didn't hear it.

"OPEN THE DAMN DOOR NICKI, SHIT ITS COLD", Candi screamed. Candi had been banging on Nic and Safaree's door for almost 10 minutes. She knew they were in their cause both of their cars were in the drive way.  “Why do they play so damn much” Candi asked herself. She was tired of banging so she gave up and went home.

“I think she left”, SB said still laughing. Nicki got up and walked over to her window and peeked through the curtain to see if Candi was still outside. She didn’t see her car, so she ran back to the bed, jumped on SB and let a burst of laughter out.  She had been holding her laugh in ever since Candi started knocking on the door. She knew that it was rude to just ignore her but she honestly didn’t feel like getting up and neither did Safaree.

“Awww man babe, we are so wrong for that”, Nicki said.

“It was your idea, so WE aren’t wrong for anything, you are”. Nicki kneed him in his side.

“what they hell was that for woman”

“You tryna play me like you wasn’t the one who didn’t wanna move to open the damn door either nigga”, Nicki responded.

“Well it was still your idea”

“Whatever”

Nicki and Safaree had been laying in the bed for most of the day and they both wanted to do something. They didn’t want to go outside and they didn’t wanna be bothered by other people.

“Hey babe you wanna do something”’ Nicki asked.

“Does that something include me doing you”, SB said in a sexy tone that turned Nicki on immediately.

“No, you freak.”

“Then what is it”’ SB asked.

“Let’s play a game”

“OK what kind of game sexy?” Nicki smiled at him calling her sexy.

“Let’s play Strip Tag”, Nicki said.

“Strip Tag, what the fuck is that, it sounds like a club full of horny men.” Nicki laughed.

“Well that’s not what it is. It’s a game I just thought of it” SB sat up in the bed and turned towards Nicki.

“How do you play”, SB asked.

“So, the object of the game is to catch the other person as many times as you have too until they have no more clothes on. We will have 45 minutes to catch each other and make sure the other one takes off something each time their caught. If your it and you don’t find me within 3 minutes then the tag automatically transfers to me and I get to tell you to take something off. Whoever is the first one naked is the one who loses. Get it?”, Nicki asked.

“Uhhh not quite, so when If you catch me I have to take off my clothes”, SB was confused.

“No you idiot. Ok look, I hide and you come find me, if you find me you touch me and say tag your it, and I have to take a piece of clothing off. Then you hide and I find you, I tag you and say tag your it and you take a piece of clothing off. That continues until one of us is completely naked. If neither one of us is naked by the time the 45 minutes is up, then the person with the most on wins. So ill set the alarm to go off in 45 minutes.”

“Oooooooo so what do we get if we win”, Safaree asked.

“……..uh…..I’ll do whatever you want for a day if you win, and you have to do whatever I want you to do for a day if I win.” SB liked the sound of that. He stood up out of the bed and went to put a t-shirt, socks, pajama pants and a hat on. He walked back over to the bed, pulled Nicki up and wrapped her legs around his waist as he held her

“So you ready to play this game with me”, SB asked while he kissed her.

“YUP!!”

“Good cause I don’t want you to get mad and be walking around talking bout I cheated when I win” 

“What makes you think you’re going to win, it’s my game so imma win”, Nicki said in a cocky tone.

“Yeah right imma win you wanna know why?”,SB asked

“Why”

“Cause your it first”, he dropped her on the bed and ran at full speed out of the room to go hide.

“I HOPE YOU FALL DOWN THE FCKING STEPS YOU CHEATER”, Nicki screamed.

Nicki set the timer on the clock then got off the bed and ran to her closet. She figured since he made her it  first she would play this game her way. She decided that she would pile on layers of clothes. She put on three shirts, a pair of tights, a pair of knee high socks, pink sweat pants and Safaree’s favorite red hoodie. “Since he wanna get a head start, imma take it upon myself to make sure I win this”, she said talking to herself.

35 minutes later…….

Nicki and Safaree had been catching each other back to back. Safaree caught on to how many clothes Nicki had on and thought to himself “why didn’t I think of that”. He was only left in his boxers and his socks, and Nicki was only left in her bra and her boy shorts. Nicki would take more than 3 minutes to find him each time so he automatically got to tell her to remove something. She was pissed. It was now Safaree’s turn to find her and she knew she had to find a good spot to hide, at least till his 3 minutes were up to try and untie the game.

“Where the fuck am I going to hide”, Nicki said. She was running through the living room looking for a spot. She ran into the kitchen and remembered they had a huge cabinet next to the refrigerator that was empty still, she knew she was small enough so she hid there.

“Yes, he’ll never find me here”, she whispered. She climbed into the cabinet and closed the door.

“It’s hot as fuck in here”, Nicki said.

Safaree was upstairs walking in the hall way on his way to look in the bathroom. He peeked in Nick’s room to look at the clock. They had 6 minutes left.

“shit!”, SB said. He ran to the bathroom and looked in the tub, but saw no Nicki. He looked behind the door, but still no Nicki. He was getting tired and he knew that if he didn’t find her she would come and find him. He walked back to the room and the clock now said they had 4 minutes. He said “fuck it” and headed downstairs to get something to drink.

Nicki was getting too damn hot in that cabinet and decided to get out. She climbed out stretched her body. She didn’t realize how tight it was in there (pauz) until she felt her back hurt. “That was a bad hiding spot Nicki”, she said to herself. Just then she heard SB walking into the kitchen and scurried behind the counter. SB walked in the kitchen and went to get a glass out of the dish washer. Nicki crept up from behind the counter and smacked his butt.

“TAG!!!” She yelled. As soon as SB was about to speak they heard the alarm go off upstairs. A smile grew across Nicki’s face and she was jumping up and down like a five year old.

“I WON, I WON, I WON, I WON” SB laughed at her. He walked over to her and gave her a kiss.

“ You did win baby, fair and square”

“And you told me I wasn’t going to win, I proved you wrong huh”, she asked.

“You sure did sexy” SB picked Nicki up, sat her on the counter and gave her a passionate kiss. He pulled off her boy shorts and threw them on the floor.

“Baby what are you doing”, Nicki asked.

“Shhhhh” SB kissed up her thigh and then pulled her closer to the edge to give him more access. She placed both of her hands on the counter as SB put his tongue right where she wanted him.

He licked her clit slowly, as he gently put his finger inside her pussy. She put her feet on his shoulders as he worked his tongue and his finger at the same time.

“Yessssss baby”, she moaned as she threw her head back. She could honestly say that Safaree’s head game was on its own level. No one could remotely come close to making her feel like he made her feel when he gave her head.

“Mmmmmm faree that feels so good.” He loved hearing her moan knowing he was the reason. He could tell that she was about to cum all over the place, so he pulled his finger out and started licking her pussy with a speed he didn’t even know he had. He was eating her pussy like she had never felt before.

“Shit,im bout t-t-to c-c-c-cummmm”, Nicki said as she laid completely flat on the countertop. Safaree felt her legs shaking and moments later felt her juices flowing down his face. He wiped his mouth off and stood up. He looked at Nicki who was panting trying to catch her breath.

“You alright baby”, he asked as he rubbed her thigh.

“Mhmmm, im great”, she said.

“Well come on lets go get in the bed im tired” He picked her up off of the counter and carried her upstairs. When they got to the room he placed her on the bed and followed cuddling up right behind her.

“Ya Tongue game is fucking vicious”, Nicki said.

“Oh yeah, well that’s all for you”

“It better be”

“And that better be only for me”, SB said sliding his hand in between her thighs.

“Nobody else’s baby”

“Good”

“I think we need to play games more”

“Why you say that”, SB asked.

“Cause when I win I get the best fucking prize afterwards”, Nicki giggled.

“You’re going to get that a lot baby, don’t worry”

“Oh im not worried”, Nicki said.

“Im sure you’re not” SB and Nicki fell silent and were sleep within minutes. 

*HOPE YALL LIKED IT, AND I HOPE THIS HOLD YALL TILL MONDAY. SHIT IS ABOUT TO GET A WHOLE LOT BETTER AND REAL! SO JUST WAIT. COMMENT. LOVE YALL*